Strange Point : Is it a turning point or a melting one

Do you ever have the feeling that inspite of all your achievements
and accolades and recognition that you are missing something. that creeping sinking feeling that something may not right at all, that there might be something that has been left empty and worse forgotten. Strangely for some days i have been having this feeling .And it is coming at a high point in my life. I sit and wonder at the karmic chakra of life. I seem to run after the bus, yeah u guessed it right the missed bus even though I know that the next one is coming right now OK may be 5 minutes later.

Life like a banquet laid
comes with all tastes
do not enjoy the main course such
that you dont savour the dessert much

He who lives in a day as first and last
lives a thousand life times in one
He who waits for that mirage of happiness
is dead before his time and gone

The shadows of past may be long
but the sun of the future is bright
Why do u weep for the extra furlong
when the end is in sight